Monday, 12 December 2011

The one with SISTERLY LOVE.


From Yazmin's hectic project deadlines, to my never ending assignments and Irene's piling work, we FINALLY made time for each other. As it is 5:08am, too tired to type, so I'll let the pictures illustrate our short and sweet meeting! :)
After good half an hour of deciding where to eat, we decided to have dinner at Canoodling.
Along puasa, so she buka with this kuey teow soup thingy. 
As for Min, she tried this pasta goreng thingy.
And for myself? Salted fish and chicken fried rice! Super Yummy! :)

First time there so jakun boleh doodle on the table. Felt like a kid again. Mesti Iris and Ria syok jugak. Will bring them nanti. IF they behave. We'll see. 
Yes, memang saya betul betul fokus.
TADAAA. Yes, faithful mercow is always with me. 
Heeeeee :) I wonder if they threw it out...

Next stop! Baskin Robbins for dessert. Photo Op!
"eh jap jap" *betulkan tudung & rambut masing masing*

And that's all! Had a great time with my sisters, very blessed to have them in my life. <3
Okaylah, gonna try my best to sleep now. 
Goodnight to zombies like myself and Good morning to early birds!

Saturday, 10 December 2011

The one with my CURRENT PLAYLIST.


Hello lovelies! Not gonna write much. Just wanna share my current playlist. Helps me cope with my emotions at the moment. 

1. Foolish - Ashanti
2. Selfish - Asia Cruise
3. Love is A Losing Game - Amy Winehouse
4. The Way That I Love You- Ashanti
5. The Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
6. Over You - Daughtry
7. Skyscrapper - Demi Lovato
8. Stan (Feat Dido) - Eminem
9. Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie
10. The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore - James Morrison
11. Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake
12. Never Again - Justin Timberlake
13. Since U Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson
14. Better In Time - Leona Lewis
15. Take a Bow - Leona Lewis
16. Smile - Lily Allen
17. Lollipop - Mika
18. Roses - Outkast
19. The Fall - Pixie Lott
20. Don't Want To Try - Frankie J

That's all for now!
And yes yes, I know some people mesti cam " baik pergi amek wudhu and solat or berzikir. Lagi tenang"
Yes, very true. 1) My time of month 2) I do berzikir.
So peace out peeeps! Till next time! :)

Thursday, 1 December 2011


Salam and hello to all.

Bullies. Disebabkan bullies ni, tak pasal pasal baboons pun kena. Haha. 

Point is, I hate bullies. Can't stand them. And so obviously this type of hatred has to come from somewhere. So let me share with you my first semester in Uitm Segamat. 

Kolej Intan. 

(btw, Hasrita. Pinjam gambar ni tau)

The place I thought I was gonna call home until I finished my 3 years in Uitm Segamat. But due to some unfortunate events, I only lasted 3 semesters. At first I was super duper excited, the kolej looked okay, it was also close to the kedai makan, so I had no complaints. UNTIL I met THEM.

They called themselves our seniors. The head of our kolej at that time. The 'kakak- kakak" Part 6. Biasalah seniority whatever. Not all of them were mean, there were a few nice kakak's but the meanest one seemed to be the 'head'. I don't think it's necessary to put her name here. Pretty sure you KNOW who you are. And for my Kolej Intan-ians, you KNOW who I'm referring to right? haha.

Anyway, I get it. Your my senior, and I'm suppose to respect you blah blah blah. You see to me, the way you earn my respect is not by putting fear in me. That's not how it works for me. So that's what SHE did. She didn't bully me physically, she did it emotionally. Which was worse. They had rules for absolutely everything! Yang paling penting? Our attire. 

To these kakak's, the proper/ appropriate attire is like this:


Although it was absurd to follow zaman mana punya guidelines ni, my friends and I tried our very best to cover and to make sure that we follow these stupid guidelines. To PLEASE our seniors. Pfft.  The thing is, the kakak- kakak tu pun mana ada pakai macam ni. So you expect us to wear, but it doesn't apply to you? 

Errr, confuse.

So once upon a time while I was coming back from class, I decided to stop by the cafeteria and eat lunch with my friends. And just my luck! Terserempak with the lovely kakak senior. I smiled, obviously. ( Kalau tak nanti kena tegur. Haha! Tak senyum pun boleh jadi issue besar. LOL) So, ikhlas tak ikhlas, kena senyum jugak kan. She looked at me UP TO DOWN. (rude much right? Ada dia kisah?) Of course tak kisah. Senior weyhhhh!


Okay let me ask you all, kalau you duduk, your shirt ternaik skit ke or it's just static like that? Mesti ternaik kan? Standing up, my baju actually covered my butt, but obviously when I sat down to eat, the baju ternaik skit. Takdelah sampai nampak my butt or anything. No skin showing whatsoever! But due to the LOOK she gave me, I know something was gonna happen. 

And so that night, we all had the kolej meeting. All the girls were gathered in the surau for their usual pep talk. And then it was time for HER to speak. She said some Part 1 student was wearing "inappropriate" clothing and she actually made me stand up. STAND UP IN FRONT OF ALL OF PART 1 KOLEJ INTAN GIRLS. Me alone. Pin point me and started babbling crap. 

At that time, I was still a little duckling. Innocent little Dewi whom everyone can just pijak over anytime. But trust me girlfriend, If you did that to me now, this story would be WAY more interesting. So this is just one event that happened to me. If I were to share you all my stories about this wonderful caring kakak, memang sampai esok tak habis. 

You know the weird thing though? Bully memang bully tapi when they needed someone to represent the kolej for competitions or to jadi a model or whatever, mintak tolong I? Hurm. Pelik la kakak ni. 

If somehow YOU get to read this. YOU. YOU know who YOU are, this is especially for YOU. Honestly, every smile I gave you, every 'hello' was NEVER sincere. I hated you to my hearts content and you were also part of the reason why I left Kolej Intan. So thank you so much for making my stay at Kolej Intan so wonderful :)

Unfortunately, this SENIORITY crap doesn't seem to end. It's a never ending circle. The seniors bully the juniors, then when the juniors become seniors, they bully their juniors and on and on. The call it "tradition". Tradition my ass. But whatever it is, you CAN stop it from happening to you.  

To my friends, adik-adik that might be experiencing this, learn to say NO okay? I didn't at that time, but I know now. If it gets too much, go and report. If you already complained and they said " Alaaa dik, biasa la tu" ( I dah pernah kena) Come to me okay? I'll be glad to help. Til next time! :)

Wednesday, 30 November 2011

Th one where INSOMNIA has taken over me.

Salam. Hello :)

According to my sister's laptop, it is now 4:38am. What am I doing awake at this time? I HAVE NO IDEA. Insomnia has taken over me.


So anyway, was looking through some pictures and I found this.

If you don't recognize me, I'm pretty little Snow White. Yang mana? Yang tu haa. Tengah tu. 
Pretty little Snow White was pretty little rongak that time. 
Banyak je dapat candy that Halloween rongak rongak pun.

More embarrassing photos to upload! Memalukan tapi takpe. Will sacrifice my well being to keep my lovely readers entertained. Or laugh.Whichever comes first. Sweet kan sweet kan? 

(May rethink about uploading embarrassing pics when eyes aren't half open.)

With that, I end this post by saying Goodnight. 


Friday, 18 November 2011

The one where he made me feel LIKE A PRINCESS.


Warning: This post is about Handsome, hence will be filled with sweet romantic awww moments. <3

Back from Singapore, Handsome told me he had lots of birthday surprises for me. Hik.

So the next morning, he woke me up and asked me to get ready cepat cepat. He kept saying we're late and that we had to rush somewhere. Since he wouldn't tell me where we're going, I had NO IDEA what to wear. He hinted to keep it simple and when I asked if I should wear heels or flats, he said flats. So okay.

Driving to the 1st surprise, I was really nervous. Apa la Handsome nak suruh I buat ni kan..Nak dekat sampai dah, he says. I looked around and saw lots of kedai kedai kereta sume. Terus in my head " OMG OMG, he's gonna rent out my dream car (White Porsche Cayenne)  for the day! That's why he told me to wear flats! Sebab nak drive!" LOL ( I never told you this b, sebab memalukan tapi yes that's what I thought) Haha.

TET. Wrong guess. 

We drove a little further and parked at Wisma Mustika Ratu. A SPA! Handsome surprised me with a spa! I'm pretty sure that was my first experience going to a spa. Hehe. It was fun! They gave me free sauna session for my birthday :)  A session was filled with massages, body scrubs, mandi bunga and everything.

It was the best! Thank you so much Handsome! Better than the Cayenne I had in mind. :p 

So after that 3 hour spa session, Handsome picked me up. Bukak pintu kereta and there was a bouquet of flowers on my seat. Wait for it...AWWWWW.... kan kan? Ya Allah sweetnya boyfriend saya ni. 
Tak sempat snap in the car, but here's a picture of the lovely carnations I put in the vase.

Hugging my flowers and smiling happily, Handsome said it's time for the 2nd surprise. He said this time dia nak bawak jumpa orang Handsome kat Pavillion. Dah kena jumpa orang handsome pulak dah. -___- Kite dah la selekeh gila time tu. Selekeh tapi wangi. heee. Wanna know who that handsome person is? 

Yes! It's Justin Timberlake! Haha. Went for a movie date :)

Best movie! Based on all his other movies, I thought he couldn't act but this was an exception. Great movie with a great story and cast. 

After that, for the 3rd surprise, Handsome took me out for dinner. Macam biasa la, dia taknak bagitau kat mana. He asked me to close my eyes. Comel betul. And so I did. 

Opened my eyes to a beautiful restaurant. Tamarind Springs. It was night and quite dark so all my pictures gelap. But i don't mind, it had that romantic candle light dinner ambiance to it. 

Encemnya Handsome ni.
You see that tin Fossil box? That's the 4th and final surprise. 
My birthday present :)

You really did make me feel like a princess. Thank you Handsome. <3

The one with MY BIRTHDAY!


I am no longer 20, no longer 21, I am 22. Much wiser, I hope. What say u? Nevermind, don't answer that.

Anyway, my birthday falls on November 8 which was a Tuesday this year. Was excited I finally get to celebrate with my family in Singapore but unfortunately Mother wasn't feeling well at that time. :'( But it's okay, there's always next year InsyaAllah. So, this is how I celebrated my birthday.

Handsome sang me Happy Birthday via skype exactly at 12am. Such a sweetheart. But then he ate that ice cream in front of me. Grr. 
What's this? Jeng jeng jeng.
Jeng jeng jeng.
Tadaaaa! Out of all the cakes at Ben & Jerry's, I chose the Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice Cream Cake. And let me tell you, it was DELICIOUS. I think the best ice cream cake I've ever tasted. Oh and comel kan the cow? hehe. Orang yang rapat je tau I like cows. Cute cartoon cows like this. I don't think real cows are cute, but definitely delicious. Haha!

And that pretty much sums up my 21st birthday. InsyaAllah, many more years to come. 

Thursday, 17 November 2011

The one with RAYA AIDIL ADHA.


This is the continuation from the previous post. So dah sampai Singapore, Daddy picked us up and went straight home to help Mama in the kitchen. It was malam Raya, so the Malay community there all decided to do takbir from house to house. So, our house was the last house. It was just SUPPOSE to be kuih kuih tea and coffee kinda thing but my Mama isn't like that. Simple is not in her dictionary. Like always, Mama buat MACAM MACAM. That's my Super Mama. But Super Mama needs help too sometimes, so Super daughters to the rescue. :p Hik.

BAM!! Haa, macam macam right?
Seriously I just made both the potato scallop and Min made the salad. Lain semua Mama masak sorang!
There's clam chowder with baguette, Roasted chicken with rice & herbs stuffing, the desserts lagi!

Father and friend. 
Tambah lagi! Mama tak kasi orang balik kalau makanan tak habis lagi. -____-

My Super Mama. :) 

All in all, it was very tiring, but it was worth it! You can never go wrong with great food & great company. <3

The one where NICE is actually really nice.


Hello! Back again and am here to update u'olls! So, us Uitm students (and other public universities) had that 1 week of holiday for Aidil Adha so Yazmin and I took that oppurtunity and decided to go back to Singapore to spend time with Daddy Mummy and baby sisters.

Since it's just the two of us, we decided to take the bus to Singapore. Heard that this NICE bus company ni okay, so decided to give it a go. It was my first time naik bus to Singapore so me took lotsa pics! Min said I ni jakun macam tak pernah naik bus but whatever.

                 Hehe. Took the earliest bus.
     Pale face. Tengah kelam kabut, lupa nak makeup. -____-
         And yes, that's OUR breakfast. Yes, we finished it.
                   Yes, gemok. I know.
Eleh Min, cakap jakun amek2 gambar tapi time nak amek gambar dia, pose je. W.
 Naik bus terus makan. Ahahha. Chill la Min. :p
 Awal awal dah cop window seat! Ehehe.
This is the TV. Small, but okay la.

That's actually all the photos I took for the trip. Heh. Ingatkan banyak. ( Maybe cuz I slept the whole way)

To summarize, I macam jakun skit cuz the service is like when your on a flight u know. They even have bus attendees ( ala ala stewardess gitu) They serve food and drinks along the way, provide blankets, headphones for the TV. Macam- macam la.

Although it's a bit expensive ( RM80 ++ for one way)  but it's worth it. For those who want a comfortable trip to Singapore, I would suggest NICE. The journey takes about 4-5 hours, very smooth driving. You can take this bus from KTM lama tu, KL Sentral and the new TBS.

Tips: Being a transport student, I am VERY particular on the safety aspect. Especially long distance kan. The condition of the bus and the bus driver is vital to ensure a safe journey. So I made sure the bus driver was fresh, capable to drive and doesn't go too fast. If  a bus driver goes too fast on the road, YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO SPEAK UP and tegur. (Elok elok la)  Okay?

More tips? Dress for comfort! ( Refer to picture number 2) Ehehhe. As you can see, I am dressed for comfort. Wore Handsome's sweater that I'm suppose to return back to him ( Sorry b!), skinny jeans, flats and I'm ready to go!

That's all for now :)

Wednesday, 2 November 2011

The one with GUESS WHAT!

Salam. Hi!

Yes I'm back after 1 minute of posting the previous post! Nak sangat update kan? Amek kau. Haha.

Tak sabar-sabar nak share with uolls about this. *chicken dance*

So I was at Giant with my family last weekend and I spotted a magazine on the shelf of this magazineshop. The girl on the cover being extremely beautiful grabbed my attention and decided to pick it up. The next thing that grabbed my attention was the top right of the magazine. Tengok lah tengok lah.

Okay kecik sangat kot text dia. For those yang tak dapat baca the text, it says " Pencarian Covergirl"

Ahahahaha. If that yellow envelope there didn't give it away, yes I'm trying out. This is probably one of the most boldest things I've done because I'm super duper shy. I'm hoping entering this Covergirl contest will help me break that ice and get me out of my comfort zone. ( Kalau dapat lah InsyaAllah) :)

               Haaaa you see, just 3 more spots left!

                         My application. Haha!

Heee, that's the end of the post! InsyaAllah if I get any feedback, I'll be sure to update! Doakan please? :) Love you long time! And a big THANK YOU to my parents! They also encouraged me to join, always there supporting me. *hugs* Sayang Papa Mama. <3

The one with the NEVER ENDING WAR.

Hello sunshine!

My previous post was a bit too long so I'm gonna cut this one short aite? hehe.

                 *ehem ehem, testing mic 1, 2 3*

It has come to my attention that people seriously have to start minding their own freaking business. 

Btw, the title is merely just to grab your attention. Haha. Nothing serious like the Civil War. Just the never ending drama talking in English or Malay. I mean, I consider myself to be a tolerant person.(I think)
And sometimes I like being liked and therefore I follow people or listen to people just so that they accept me or like me better.

                       (Which is BAD, sometimes)

I know, I know I dah bebel dah about this english malay thing earlier but people are still getting on my nerves. Durh. Bukan the whole of Malaysia baca my blog pun, so how would they know.

So yea, I speak and write in English because I'm just more comfortable. Kan kan? I told you guys in my English Vs Malay post. but you see, this is my drama:

When I talk, write, tweet, comment, etc.. in english I get criticized. People say I'm urm, and I quote, " bajet mat salleh" or that I'm belagak and the best is, " malu nak cakap dalam bahasa melayu la tu" Haha. You guys crack me up. No, I tak " BAJET mat salleh" To my understanding, *put on my Harry Potter spectacles* a BUDGET is an estimate, often itemized, of expected income and expense for a given period in the future. Ahahahaha. Loser. Nak kutuk pun doesn't make any sense. Moving on, so now I'm considered as belagak if I talk in english? That's more absurd. And about " malu nak cakap dalam bahasa melayu la tu", No, I'm not embarrassed talking in Malay. But what I am embarrassed is on my poor ability TO talk in Malay. Big difference.

So anyway, sometimes terasa jugak la kan when people say these things. So what the heck? Let me just cakap je lah. So I start talking in Malay. But when I mess up or I cakap tak betul, guess what they do? They laugh and make fun of it.


Errr bukan kau ke yang semangat tak habis habis suruh cakap dalam bahasa melayu? I've already told people my Malay is poor which is why I use English but people still tak faham. And when I DO use Malay, they make fun of me. Stupido.

Moral of the story: You can't satisfy everybody. You can't stop people from talking about you. I mean if good things pun people boleh kutuk- kutuk, obviously the bad things lagi teruk kan? So, I'm practicing to not care. I'm gonna do what I think is best for me. Okay? And to those yang kutuk- kutuk tu, screw you. :)

                 I hope this is considered a short post.


Sunday, 30 October 2011

The one with how I spent MY WEEKEND.

Hello loves.

Nak cakap "I'm back" tapi mesti dah menyampah dah kan? haha. kejap je back, pastu hilang balik.

Especially Handsome, mesti dia paling menyampah. Handsome, I know your reading this. YOU SEE haaaa, I'm writing ni haaa. Tamau marah. Suka taw nak marah marah. Nak merajuk merajuk. Nak ngada ngada.

Senang je keluar topik kan? Tiba-tiba nak bebel pasal Handsome pulak. Takpelah, next time. Hik. ( Kiddin love) Okay, back to the title. HOW I SPENT MY WEEKEND.

For those who have been following me so far (shout out to my 19 followers! I appreciate you taking the time to read my blog, love u long time!), you know my family currently lives in Singapore. So yea, they came back this week. *chicken dance* And sadly baru balik just now. :( Although I wish we had more time to spend together, dapat spend this weekend pun dah bersyukur dah. :)

SO, this is what we did. ( WARNING: Lots of pictures + A special video at the end :p )


Met up with the family at Baby Damia's 4th Birthday Party and Baby Bishri's cukur jambul. ( Mama drove straight from Singapore)
Left to Right : Ria, Princess Damia, and Iris. ( Iris and Ria's after " I just slept 5 hours in the car" face)

Princess Damia and I. Check out her wings! Isn't that just adorable?

oops. terselit a vain photo. hik.
Btw, the venue was just lovely. At Felda Villa. Garden themed.
Spot my parents!

Yazmin and I posing with our beloved Maksu.

Another vain moment, to end the night! Balik after the party, terus ZzzzZZZZ. And btw, Sorry no pictures of Bishri! Sampai sampai je dia dah tidur, so will try to upload ap pic of her in the future. Mwah. Moving on....


As if the food last night wasn't enough to add to my existent fats, on Saturday my Tante Netty belanja ALL of us Janis clan to eat at Restaurant Oshima, Shah Alam Walk. But don't get me wrong, I'm not complainin. Rezeki jangan ditolak so woot woot. Alhamdulillah, with family + good food, you can never go wrong. :)

 Yazmin with the soon to be parents! ( InsyaAllah) Awang and Zetty
 Mother with Grandmother <3
 Iris, Daddy and I :)
 Atuk & Nenek saya. Atuk comot la tapi comel jugak. hehe.
 Ria, Iris and I
 Nenek with Baby Uqail and Mummy with Baby Reefa :)
 Father and baby Uqail.
 From left: Tante Lin, Om Rahim, Om Salim and Tante Netty
 Snippet of the rest
 Ziqqie and Me.
 Candid photo of my beloved parents <3
 *snap snap*

Batwoman. Robin is on duty today. ( scroll down to see who)

After that solat at Tante Netty's house then back home.


So, started the day with breakfast at OldTown :)

 Pictures. A must.
 Mummy lapar.
 Daddy cranky when hungry. Hurm. Just like a certain Handsome boy I know. :p
Mama promoting OldTown and her prawn mee.

 Lovin this pic. Susah taw nak dapat Iris manja manja macam ni. hehe. love you b.
Aha! Robin on duty. ehehhehe.

There are more pictures tapi penat la nak post semua. The rest will be uploaded on my facebook k?

I actually wanted to upload a video here, but tak boleh. Will try lagi. That't it for now! So i had a great weekend with my family, I hope you guys enjoyed your weekend as well :) Till next time! Mwah.